It's Kou Time! :3

aaaah

2007-04-16T19:43:15Z

I'm finally home! it's been so loooong~ I'm very excited about being back. I've missed everybody so much~

Apparently Tsubaki's going to be living with us from now on...Her mother left to go get married... Not that I'm complaining..I love Tsubaki like she's my own. I'm just confused why Keiko just left her here..
Well, right now, the little bundle of energy is of with the 'baa-san next door and I'm waiting for people to come home. I've finally unpacked and I wanna give my gifts out to everyone...

I already gave Tsubaki hers. She got a Winnie the Pooh pillow and some chocolate..*grin* I'm hiding most of it from her so she doesn't get sick on it.

I wanna give Yuu his today...but for that I needed Tsubaki out of the house...so now I'm just waiting for him to come home..I hope he likes it...

Ah, that's really it for updates! I hope everyone's happy!

Ja~!

-- NagiRanger Kou

kawaiikoutarou @ 2007-04-01T13:41:00

2007-04-01T17:47:24Z

I'm off to go kill myself...

haha April fools! ^-^ I know..bad joke..(>->) It's been so long since I've updated..I wanted something dramatic XD

Anyways, Four days left until my trip to Europe! I'll try to bring everyone back some souvenirs..but they're really expensive ;o;

I hope no one misses me too much...I'll take lots of pictures! I'll call you everyday if my cellphone works up there! I'll...I'll...see you when I get back XD

serious post...

2007-02-24T23:02:22Z

Is it only when things tumble towards the worst that we realize how much we need and want something?
Do we only realize we can't live without something when we're about to lose it?

No matter how much meaning I put into my words, there seem to only be a few times when they're raw and straight from my heart. Am I saying them so much that they're starting to sound dull to my ears? I like hearing it from others often enough..but saying them comes unconsciously now. Is it the same for others? Or am I just weird?

Don't think that I don't mean it when I say it...I do. My heart just puts a little more effort into it sometimes...It's difficult to explain.

My back hurts today..more than usual because of my physio..I've had it so often this week the pain's been building up. I'd ask for a massage, but it's more of a bone-pain than a muscle-pain. Massages just end up hurting more...It doesn't help that it's still cold and wet. I just feel like curling up in my warm bed with my pain meds and some hot tea...

~~don't listen to my emo words, it's the pills talking~~

wooooowww~

2007-01-19T21:29:33Z

it's been super long since I've updated!! Since my birthday! almost a whole month! that kinda sucks..but I've been super busy since then! ~~not really, I'm just lazy~~

I feel sad..I've been away from my family for too long, I'm starting to get lonely ;o; ( I haven't been kissed in days!!!)

I've been playing my videogames more often now, though... I'm almost half way through this one with airships and a suicidal princess and..it's fun...^_^

I miss everyone! I hope I get to speak to you all before the month's over! that's my goal~! Kime, call me or something!Old cast! Second cast! new cast! Minnaaaaa~

Mouuuuu...

2006-12-20T18:16:49Z

It's been so long since my last update! It's horrible!...but guess what? (^-^) Ne, Minna, guess!......

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.......IT'S KOUTAROU-SAMA'S BIRTHDAY! YATTA! Otanjoubi omedetou no.....Ore da!(^__________^) Well, my birthday's actually tomorrow, but I won't be able to access a computer on time~ better early than late!

It's almost Christmas too! I hope that EnYa, Yuu, and Hiro like my gifts...I put a lot of thought into them...I also spent a lot of money..(._.) We're lucky that Landlord-san gives us cheap rent, ne?

*sighs* I'm at work right now, and it's very boring! I've been really unlucky..I tripped and scraped my knee...I banged my head on the table when I dropped my pencil...I kicked the wall... ~~don't ask...~~

My day's just been really off and I need a cuddle (;o;) I'm off in two hours...so I hope someone's home...

~~EnYa I miss you..I hope you're doing okay..~~

wow...

2006-11-23T18:22:21Z

Again, it's been a long time since I've posted...a lot of stuff has happened since then....

Zukki, Adacchin, Arayan, and the rest of you guys...don't give me candy anymore, okay? (^-^;)..I'll just keep refusing it...

I know it's confusing. "Ne? Koutarou giving up sweets?"

Well, not completely..maybe a pocky stick once in a while..(>_>;) but apparently the sugar and caffeine and that has led to some...health issues...(._.)

And Channaka? I don't know if you read this or anything, but if you do....please stop bugging me? I think I can go to the bathroom without you following me in...(>_>)

To EnYa, Hiro, and Yuu:

I'll be home late tonight, but I think I'll be awake enough to stay up with you guys~ (^-^)I'm sorry I fell asleep on you last night. But everything's good ne? I told you hugs work~

To everyone else~~ Please be careful and dress warmly! It's starting to get really nippy out and I heard there's a bad sore-throat virus going around~! Do Your Best not to get sick~~~

-Your Friendly Neighbourhood Spiderman

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-11-09T02:43:00

2006-11-08T17:43:19Z

Wow~! I haven't updated in a reeeeaaaallly long time!!!

Things have been so busy for me! I woke up with a sore back this morning, so I said screw it and called in sick so I didn't have to go to work :3 Thanks, Yuu~

*happy sigh* I really needed this break~! I cleaned up a bit, lazed around the house..it's kinda lonely since no one's home, but it's also kinda nice to have some time alone to myself. It's been ages! Not that I haven't liked living with other people~ but it's usually hectic:

Kou goes to work
Kou comes home
Kou tackles people
Kou has fun
Kou gets tired and goes to bed.

Sometimes I cook too! But only when I get home in time..There's no me time! ^-^;;....so today I'm glad I took it off...I finally got a full night's rest ~~'cause I slept in! :3~~, and I feel all relaxed again...I think stress was starting to get to me.

...Ever feel like the Mom of a huuuuuggeee family..?...>>; of course you wouldn't, you're all guys! XD mmm...but once in a while I feel like I'm the one person everyone goes to for anything..People talk to me about things, take me places, want me to do things for them...Not that I mind it! ^^; If I didn't like it I'd quit :3 I just..needed a day off to myself...I promise either later today or tomorrow I'll be back in Mom-mode, ready to do anything!

If you start calling me 'Kaa-san' though...I'll bite you :3

Saa...that's all for this update..I need to go clean some more...

Eh, even on a Mom's break, their job is never done~!

Eww..

2006-10-13T00:56:13Z

I'm so sick x-x I've been getting worse..I'm trying to take medicine for it, but it's gross~! My sore throat turned into a chest cough, and if it gets any colder, it'll probably turn into pneumonia..x-x mou...

I moved! So...if you showed up at my apartment and I haven't answered...it's because I live at a new place~! It's huge! There's a window in the bedroom ceiling! The sky's beautiful...

I'll give you guys my new address~ ^-^

well, that's really it for an update...XD

~Kou

eeeh?

2006-10-07T19:28:01Z

I'm sick! TToTT

maybe it was because I was panicking and crying so hard last night, or maybe it's 'cause of the weather, but my throat is killing me!!

I'm coughing suddenly, it hurts to swallow ~~hush, shirotan :3~~ my tonsils are all swollen... ;o; it's painful! I've had a whole bunch of throat lozenges since I woke up, but the pain won't go away ._.

If I gave it to you, EnYa or Shirotan, I'm so sorry! >_< I don't want anyone sick because of me! ;o;

On that note...we shouldn't do anything or I'll get you sick anyways... x-x sorry....

Someone bring me soup! XD I'm too lazy to get up off the couch..x-x and it's cold....

Eeeeh..

2006-10-06T19:49:43Z

It's been so long, and all of a sudden a big boom in updates! ^-^ finally, when I get a full weekend home! <333

But...wow...it seems like so many people have been having bad luck! ;o; Shirotan with his family, and EnYa with his Aunt...

I also told my parents last night about my...ano.."living conditions."...No one hit me (thankfully) because they know about me faling down the stairs and the x-rays I got and stuff... But staying silent and not blowing up in my face somehow seems so much worse... Because I couldn't think of a better time, I told them over dinner... I got a blank stare from my mother, but my father didn't even look up...He continued eating... ._. I think he was stabbing the rice, too.. It got really awkward, and I left early this afternoon.

I didn't really get any reaction from them, so I'm a little scared...Were they just trying to ignore the fact that I'm gay? I didn't even mention who I was with, I just said I was living with my boyfriend...

I feel like it might have been easier if they were to just yell at me, or hit me or something...

mou ._.

Oh well.... Hi Hide! :D Hi Kenn!!! Hisashiburi!! It's been so long! we should hang out some time!!

and omg I made Zukki update his dboys blog XDD After I forced him into a picture of mine I strictly beat him and made him update :D it's been 9 months! ;o; how can that man live with himself?!

well, ja minna! I'm gonna go lie down or something, my back is killing me~

~~Super YanaKou

ack!

2006-10-01T16:23:52Z

I know I said I'd be back Saturday but something unexpected happened! ._. I couldn't come back home last night so now I'm still here...I know I promised I'd be back, and I didn't mean for this to happen TToTT

I'm sorry!

This post won't be too long because this internet cafe sucks...but I'll be back tonight! I might be exhausted though, so I might just crash as soon as I get home...

._. Sorry EnYa!

nyaaaan~

2006-09-28T19:30:47Z

YanaKou has returned! ^_^ I have most of today to rest before I'm gone for the weekend again! ;o; actually, that's not true...I come back late Saturday XD But still!

I'd like to say at this point that I'm very very very very sorry...;o; I don't like being away from my friends for so long, it's depressing... and I'm sure you're all lonely too without your daily doses of YanaKou :3 ~~You druggies...~~

I miss you all! ;o; I wanna see you again~!

EnYa, I think we should go shopping on Sunday! XD I'll be home! <3

Adacchin, that sugar-stuffs was amazingly good :3 I still have half of it to get through...maybe I'll share with Shirotan....

Aibacchi! We should get together some time! Answer your phone for once! =A= I've been calling for ages...

Ja, minna! ^__^

~Super Nagi-Ranger Kou...

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-09-25T21:17:00

2006-09-25T21:22:44Z

I'm back~! Finally ;o; I was so lonely....I feel kind of sick too...
I barely ate when I was gone...but I never really was hungry...

I had like..maybe a full plate? x-x over three days? I know, definetly not good but...eh...I just really wasn't hungry..and I was in a bad mood with a bad headache and dizziness in the morning because I couldn't sleep all night and didn't eat...so if I yell at someone, or snap, or get bitchy, I'm sorry! TT-TT I just need to get my hunger and sleep back~

I miss you EnYa, come home ;o;!! I haven't seen you since Thursday!!!

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-09-21T16:00:00

2006-09-21T20:08:14Z

Mou....I feel like I've really done something wrong... I can't really tell what it is I've done though...

It's not my fault I've had to work so much...that I can barely ever make it home so I can spend time with EnYa...Hell, most of the time I haven't had the proper time to eat..

I got dehydrated at work yesterday and ended up dizzy so I took a bottle of water to work today~ ^-^

But yeah...I feel guilty for some reason ._. are things...falling apart again...? Last time it was because I felt ignored and not-there...now I'm feeling like I'm neglecting people and still not-there...Is there a pattern? Am I the weak link?

I should probably stop before I have those thoughts again...

I'm sorry...I'm really trying...I just don't know what I'm doing wrong...

Eh?

2006-09-18T20:19:51Z

Everyone's getting sick~! Please don't over work your selves and get better soon~!

Speaking of overworking..>>; I'm exhausted ._. I've barely had any time to myself and I feel like crap for neglecting my friends...

._. This is only gonna be a short update because I need to get back to work...I'll try and be home tonight!~

Jya~

Eeeh..?!?!

2006-09-15T21:24:33Z

A Work trip?!?Work trip?! Is it not enough that I'm working long hours every day?....

I'm gonna be away all next weekend..;o; I leave early Friday and come back Late Sunday...it's just not fair...

I'm sorry EnYa...;o;...

uwaaah~

2006-09-13T19:39:23Z

It's been so long~! Everything's so silent around here! ;o; is everyone else busy too?

I've been held at work from 6 am to around 4 pm for the past couple of weeks x-x they want me to make up for my time away, even though it wasn't this long! ._. this has gotta be some form of abuse...;o; and not the good kind!

I'm always tired now x-x I can't stay up late anymore...I've barely been seeing EnYa and it's getting sad and lonely again...Do you remember those thoughts I was having before Shirotan? Yeah..I kinda had them again..for no reason again. I've been having so much fun these past few days I guess I needed a sad thought atleast once ^^;.. No worries!! ~~don't mention it to him though...please...~~

I hope you guys are all doing good and you're all happy!!! :D

If anyone wants me, I'll have my cellphone on...unless the battery dies XD there's only two bars of power left! TT-TT well, I'll be home anyways, cooking~

EnYa! I hope you come home soon! It's gonna be really good!!

ja~

YanaKou

Uwaaah

2006-09-06T20:31:08Z

Surely it's been a while since I've updated! ._. I've been so busy! Extremely so! It seems the whole time I was sick and injured and everything..I'm supposed to make up right now ._. so I'm constantly working. They had me up at six am with a stupid photoshoot followed by a long interview ;o; and now I found out I'm working until midnight. Those bastards! I was supposed to go to the onsen! *cries* Mou...hopefully you guys understand x-x I'm exhausted now, and I still have almost eight hours left...;o; I need food....

~~Nyan~ Again I'm so sorry! ;o;~~

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-09-02T16:19:00

2006-09-02T20:25:03Z

Mou, Shirotan, I'm really sorry for missing our plans... I was out late, and I rushed to get back home, but by the time I got to the apartment, I started to feel suddenly sick and tired. ._. I'm guessing it's because I hadn't eaten much yesterday...so I ended up crashing on the couch and not waking up until the middle of the day...;-; I'm sorry~~! I didn't mean to..I was really looking forward to going~!

eh...on another note...it's getting too cold! x-x I don't like winter, and it's getting too close~! Go back to summer! ._. Snow is pretty, but I'm not ready for it yet! *pout* I get cold really easily....not fair...

mou...I'll post again later, I guess... x-x after I've eaten...eeh so hungry....

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-08-30T19:46:00

2006-08-30T23:50:55Z

uuuuugggh....x-x.....

I was really sick this morning...like..violently so XD

I ended up getting woken up at 5 am because of my stomach, and I lay there shaking for half an hour before I could get up to rush to the bathroom x-x After an hour of dry-retching and feeling like I was going to die, I drank some water and headed back to bed... I slept most of the day and I feel so much better~

Mou..Aibacchi...please try not to be late again tonight? I'm really looking forward to this...and don't postpone it because I was sick this morning~! I feel fine now...

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-08-25T15:24:00

2006-08-25T19:30:09Z

Yay~ a date! A date! ^_^ I get to go on a date tomorrow night! ~~I'm gonna miss you, but this gives me a chance to get closer, ne?~~ I hope you have fun, EnYa!

....:3 it happened again last night~ I'm happy! I told you all I wasn't completely uke... ^_____^ I really wanted the thing we were planning...but I can understand why he wanted to postpone it...maybe tonight? :3 or tomorrow night after the date..? I'm still really excited about doing it!

uwaaaah..it's started to rain..just a little bit! I'm wondering if there'll be a storm, or if it'll just rain for the whole weekend...

Eh, that magazine made me look so cute! ^_^ they said I was a cat! ~~Take that, EnYa!~~ Ara...it's true..I'll do anything for affection...but only when I want to..:3 Nyaaaan~

Enough for today~ I'm off to clean more and finish off those brownies! ~~There's two left. EnYa, do you want the last one?~~

~ YaNeKou

Sweep, sweep, sweep~

2006-08-24T22:54:33Z

Sweep all the bad energy out~!

I sweeped the apartment today XD I just felt so negative everytime I woke up that I had to do something, so I brushed all the bad stuff away, and now I feel clean and refreshed :3.

I also baked this morning! I was bored, so I got out some pre-packaged brownie-mix stuff and made brownies! ^___^ they turned out really good and chocolate-y..I ate most of them (Sorry Shirotan!) but I saved a couple for EnYa when he gets home~! Shirotan'll probably eat them when he comes over though...

Eh, Sorry to everyone who read my depressing post and worried about me ^-^ things are considerably much better now that we've cleared all of our misunderstandings.

I opened all the windows today~ Fresh air..! It's awesome..It also has the feel of an oncoming storm. I wonder when it'll get here..? ~~Don't worry EnYa, I'll be with you this time!~~

Ah x-x I made this post a long one! I better cut it off before I start talking about my new shoes or something ~~though that's really something EnYa would do...~~

I've been in a good mood for two days now~ I hope it stays!

- YanaKou ~~#1 Nagi-Ranger~~

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-08-21T06:04:00

2006-08-21T10:09:39Z

I....can't do this anymore...I-I can't....I feel so sick right now...if I don't answer my phone or my door...you just shouldn't bother anymore...I...I don't think I'll be answering them...

I feel like crawling into a hole...I've ruined everything...

kawaiikoutarou @ 2006-08-20T06:03:00

2006-08-20T10:04:44Z

That was.....intense...x-x....
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............:D ~~I wanna wear the collar ;o;~~

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

2006-08-19T17:31:38Z

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He said YES~~~~~~~

I feel...more than incredibly happy right now...XD

And later on today, Shirotan and Aiba are coming over to talk with us... ~~I already left a message on their phones about my awesome news..:3~~ Yatta!

Ah~ I feel like nothing can ruin my good mood today~ EnYa! :D let's make dinner today~ In our kitchen...:D