serious post...
Is it only when things tumble towards the worst that we realize how much we need and want something?
Do we only realize we can't live without something when we're about to lose it?

No matter how much meaning I put into my words, there seem to only be a few times when they're raw and straight from my heart. Am I saying them so much that they're starting to sound dull to my ears? I like hearing it from others often enough..but saying them comes unconsciously now. Is it the same for others? Or am I just weird?

Don't think that I don't mean it when I say it...I do. My heart just puts a little more effort into it sometimes...It's difficult to explain.



My back hurts today..more than usual because of my physio..I've had it so often this week the pain's been building up. I'd ask for a massage, but it's more of a bone-pain than a muscle-pain. Massages just end up hurting more...It doesn't help that it's still cold and wet. I just feel like curling up in my warm bed with my pain meds and some hot tea...



don't listen to my emo words, it's the pills talking