Mou....I feel like I've really done something wrong... I can't really tell what it is I've done though...
It's not my fault I've had to work so much...that I can barely ever make it home so I can spend time with EnYa...Hell, most of the time I haven't had the proper time to eat..
I got dehydrated at work yesterday and ended up dizzy so I took a bottle of water to work today~ ^-^
But yeah...I feel guilty for some reason ._. are things...falling apart again...? Last time it was because I felt ignored and not-there...now I'm feeling like I'm neglecting people and still not-there...Is there a pattern? Am I the weak link?
I should probably stop before I have those thoughts again...
I'm sorry...I'm really trying...I just don't know what I'm doing wrong...
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kawaiikoutarou) wrote,
sorry...
